Tuesday, October 31

gastric relapse.

bad stomach. bad bad stomach.

after getting super duperly pissed in the morning, my stomach went on a riot again, causing me to donate my lunch to the toilet bowl. sigh. din noe the co-op in sch sells gastric medicine too. bought a box. damn it. broke le today.

exhausted from dance. shall go to bed soon..

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i'm moving on...
it's 2 different issues...
and stop trying to provoke tat thought in me...

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
11:48 PM

pissed over routers AGAIN.

yes i am. very pissed.

yesterday the starhub ppl came to install a new modem for cable vision tv, internet and digital phone calls.

but they install an external wireless lan card adapter to my laptop when i already have a internal wireless card. their reason was, not all laptops are compatible with the brand of router they are using. what are they using? linksys. what did i use before they came? linksys. so what's the UNCOMPATIBLE-NESS?! oh, the technician said my settings were firewalled and all. it was firewalled by humans so as a technician i reckon you could solve it. u dun get paid as technician being unable to solve technical problems like this. i still cant believe it that he said starhub do not provide configuration for customer's router, they onli do the installation. what u said better be true, mr. technician. if not u'll be sorry my dear. i'm so gonna call starhub later to verify what u've said on behalf of the whole company, dear employee.

i've a test tml that requires internet connection in school. it better be working. and yes, i have to bring that little adapter with a very lay-chey usb cable to school when i've a sleek silver laptop with internal wireless card =.= even seniors with older laptops got a thin nice slab of wireless card inserted into their lappie.

seriously, i hate starhub.

my dad woke me up at 5.27am regarding the usage of my laptop for his research on soccer matches which he was betting on. me being helpful doesn't help me to forget that i barely had a good night sleep with my stomach having a protest and it onli let me walk into my dreams at 2am. less than 3 hours of low-quality rest. how am i to survive this looooong day?

seriously, i hate it.

if u were here to make it all good

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6:21 AM

Monday, October 30

hypothesis.

been so bz with dance, haven had time for anything else. today's mugging day cos there wasn't any classes nor dance (dance was cancelled).

went to bugis with my IS grp mates to do our service innovation proj. but the shop owner wasn't there so we had to contact em and had to get permission to take photos. what a realistic society.

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sorta finished my media management assignment. it's full of crap man. sigh.

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btw, here's a "hypothesis" that i came up with (trying to revise my work. LOL)

"If a Taurus likes a Leo or vice versa, then they won't get together."

though it's not scientifically proven nor have i done any research, but it's proven true TWICE.
so leos and tauruses beware. do NOT fancy each other. lol.
it's just a personal perspective though la. (:

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would it be u?

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10:23 PM

Sunday, October 29

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5OD8XEkRGM&mode=related&search=

xuegao ppl, check this out. (:
Kangta's Persona Live Performance.
think he kinda wans this feel (:

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
11:49 AM

Saturday, October 28

not-so-cutesy after all.
finally. my 2nd neoprint with cat. plus ivan. haaa.
my first time trying something new -- designing not-so-cutesy de neoprints.
haa.

gera is growing fatter!
had mac for breakfast, mos for lunch, pepperlunch for dinner. argh!!

thank god there's dance.
lol.

but dance's really stressful nowadays. production is drawing near.
we're not anywhere near perfect.
sigh.

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
11:55 PM

new wawa shoe. (:

bot a new wawa shoe and did some "healing" stuff and painted my it (:

i got the feel and inspiration from the Adidas Junior shoe that i wanted to buy but did not due to lack of sizes (the largest's a size 3).


hence i did my shoe according to the feel. and same colour range. black and pink and white.

the colour might differ a bit cos of the lighting. but the design is basically tat la. (:

nice nice? hee.

slpy. tml gotta be in sch by 10am. ahhh

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
12:05 AM

Friday, October 27

counting down...

less than 2 weeks to dance production. argh!!! stressed... everything's an issue. attendance, punctuality, accents, dance steps, feelings, expression, style, costumes, makeup, accessories.. EVERYTHING!

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school's getting hectic again. assignment's pilling up. next week i'm having dance EVERYDAY. yes i said everyday. i better chiong finish my assignments by this weekend! sigh.

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just came back from dance and supper near school. lol. bumped into many nra peeps there too.lol. aren't we free and piggish. haa.

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going off. cls at 9am. and i have to leave earlier to prevent getting locked out of cls due to stupid traffic jams =.=

nights peeps (:
love u all (:

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
1:54 AM

Tuesday, October 24

gastric relapse.

ouch. my stomach went on a complete strike and riot yesterday. was fine in the morning but as i was getting ready for sch my inobedient muscle bag caused me sharp and prolonged pain. i did think of trying to make it for school. but i really cant. i cant even stand up straight, let alone make it out of the house, to the bus stop and to sch. hence i rested a little and went for my IS class at 1.30pm though.

but i was very disappointed that my dad accussed me of feigning sick and skipping class. i never do that. never. those who knew me well would know that i would never do this kinda thing. i love classes (: lol. yea right. i mean, if i really wanted to skip school, i could have whined about the whole thing and wanted to go see a doctor, get an MC and skip the WHOLE day of school. but i still went to school and dance. so what's the problem man?

anyway, had full run and a lil scolding from ann. sigh. it's less than a month to production are we aren't exactly ready. oh wells. we must jiayou!! (:

ppl it's less than a month to production! so what are u waiting for? place ur order with me and get ur tickets! (:

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went for bak kut teh with some nra peeps after dance. hungry la. lol. after the stupid gastric monster tormenting me for the whole dae ):

thanks mr weizhong for sending us back! as wad luping said, we'll repay u one day! haa. (:

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anyone got Legally Blond 2? i've onli watched halfway and had to rush to a bogus full run. lol.

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i dunno..
it's passing...
everything seems to spring back to normal...
yet i'm not sure..
i'm confused..
there's many things else..
oh wells.
we shall see....

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4:57 PM

Sunday, October 22

open ur heart, open ur mouth

look at this. one of my msn fren had this line in her nick:

"If you have already opened your heart, don't keep your mouth closed."

i soooooo agree with it man.
it's just so stupid to pretend u don't love, or worse, hide it.
it's just plain stupid. why can't love be more simple?

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i don't know how to describe it. it's just... it. emotionless.
u cant say that i'm not sad - i am.
u cant say that i din cry - i dunno why but i can't
maybe i'm just trying to be be strong.

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met up with gillian at hougang mall area tdy to have pepper lunch and get a haircut (as mentioned before). we're both fretting about our own problems. she and i are really too similar. no wonder ppl will mix us up (my colleagues can mistaken each of us for the other).

we appear strong - we might be not
we are small - our ambitions are not
we are independent - we need help too
we laugh - we cry too
we are just like other girls
we are just being ourselves...

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1:40 AM

Saturday, October 21

it doesn't work.
my fren likes to cut her hair everytime she's upset or down.
i tried.
it doesn't work for me.
lol.
nahh. i wanted to get my hair cut anyway la.
so. ya. haa. now my hair's much shorter le ): sad.
think instead of being happier i'm more sad cos of my "hair-loss". lol.

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the chorus from Wilber 潘玮柏's 谢谢:

谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福

it'll definitely take some time. and i'm pretty sure it'll take QUITE some time.
oh wells. may god bless me man.

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10:04 PM

Thursday, October 19

Free Hugs Campaign.

cat was asking me to watch this video on youtube. it's really touching.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

the song playing in the video is currently Shu's favourite song by Sick Puppies, All the Same. their songs not bad sia. Shu care to share their songs with me? (:

seriously, a hug is really what one needs sometime. and i need one now.
who's there to hug me?

-huggs-

btw i love the song that's playing in my blog now.

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
11:16 PM

it's over.

i'm pretty surprised that i did it.
i'm pretty surprised that i din freak out.
i'm pretty surprised that i can take it.
i'm pretty surprised that i'm not as sad as i thought i'd be.
but i'm not at all surprised that it turned out like this.
it's not anyone's fault that it's liddat now.
but at least i've tried. i've no regrets.
(william hung's quote.lol)
seriously. no regrets. (:
it's better to feel very sad now
than to regret later.
sigh.

tomorrow will be a better day (:
gera is a very brave and strong girl.

but have u heard of Mary J Blige's song, that has a line of lyrics that goes like "too strong for too long"? . lol.

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went to PS Daiso with Meiyi just now (: bought a hell lot of stuff. haaa. and i made myself a new cap! hee. for the jolin item (:

let's take a look at the cap.

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
8:23 PM

Thursday, October 12

Happy Birthday Daddy!

though he'll nv see this, just wanna wish him a very Happy Birthday (:
he drove us all to East Coast Park's Jumbo Seafood to have a feast. Chilli Crab with Fried Mantous, Teochew Style Steamed Soon Hock, Drunken Tiger Prawns and some You Tiao for appetizer.

YUM YUM (:

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went to bugis with ben to find black faded jeans for our Xuegao item. sigh. the one i bought (that other day) was so blue ): lucky him got his from TOPMAN. rich boy. haa. but it isn't the one wilbert bought. his was onli $53.

we're seeing Xuegao next Sat. ARGH! better polish up our item ):

Then i popped by Replugged Music. The place's really small but it gives me a "come and learn music!" feel. (: Not so commercialised. Can't wait to join them and start lessons there (:

Chatted a lot with the guitar teacher ( i suspose). Haa. But had to leave without saying goodbye cos i gotta rush home and have dinner with my family (:

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updates bout yesterday:

went to Queensway shopping centre with Luping to buy shoes and her denim jeans for production. (:

she got herself the gold Converse one, costing her $119 while i got my Adidas Junior at onli $52 after bargain. LOL. but Cat said it looks fake ): sadden. lol.

we had a segment with the percussion ppl. i'm in Street Jazz. Damn cool la! But damn tiring also. Bruised knees and legs. Sigh.

production's coming less than a month!!! next week we're having full runs! argghhhh.

nra peeps, let's jiayou!! (: Aza Aza Fighting! Baxia! (:

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
11:03 PM

Sunday, October 8

FIR & Mi Lu Bing ROCK J8 DOWN!

whee. went to see FIR and Mi Lu Bing with Cat and got Freda and my album signed. Nth much. Pretty sianified. Not their performance la. Just not really in the mood to "get high". lol.

there was a mini singing contest on stage while they're signing the albums to pass the time. cat encourage me to go, and i wanted to. but they closed the "competion" just slightly before we went up the stage. ahhh. no chance. there's this girl called Amanda who went for the mini comp. she sang "1234567". damn good la! i bet she attended singing lessons somewhere. lol.

haa. cat was saying that she looks forward to me singing FIR's "Tian Tian Ye Ye" with someone. haa. ok la u wait la. ask that someone go learn that song first. lol.

today i realised smth about Faye. She's really small! haa. i onli got to see her sitting down. din notice her height though. haa.


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ahh. 4 days no dance in a row. gera is getting fat! looking forward to dance next week (:

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i think of u every now and then...

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
12:34 AM

Saturday, October 7

found this quote from Yvonne's blog (: it was from the korean drama hit "My Name's Kim Sam Soon" as well...

Love;
like you've never been hurt before...

Dance;
like nobody is watching you...

Sing;
like it's nobody's business...

Work;
like money is not an issue to you...

Live,
like there's no more tomorrow...

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such a meaningful poem (:

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went for my 2nd treatment for my wart again. sigh. this time it hurts more! and i accidently hurt it again during work. OUCH!

watched ROB B HOOD as well. not a bad show (: had family ties and morals incorporated into jackie chan's action packed movie. a humourous show as well. a 8/10 (:

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wore my new Charles and Keith heels today. What a stupid decision for i need to walk miles (think got 1 mile ba.lol) going for my treatment and to work. My poor toes ): And now i've blisters on my big toe. Wierd and odd shaped ones. lol.

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work was crappy, as usual. it's getting crappier day by day. urgh. that's besides getting to see my dearies like gillian and claris (: the management and managers simply sucked k. except for one la. haa. grrrrrr.

thank god i'm not working tml. there's no dance tml. no dance for 4 days in a row! cheers and cry. sigh. tml wanna go see FIR and Mi Lu Bing lehh. but dunno to go with whom yet.

arggh. i go watch AI SHA 17.

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i so wanna kill u.

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
1:12 AM

Thursday, October 5

GEMS @ JURONG EAST (:

oK. gera is feeling very tired and there's a long day ahead for her tml, so she shall make this entry short and sweet. (:

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went to the Jurong swimming complex with GEMs. (: Had a fun day in the wave pool, lazy river and the slides. Boy do i miss Fantasy Island's Black Hole. Wish it was still there ):

had a damn great time chatting, relaxing and enjoying ourselves (: today somemore become more prettier le orh! Our dear Bi Gung Ma Ma aka Meiyi got herself a new hair colour and wore her new blouse! Haa. Look so sweet. (: u should dress up (like this) more and put on make up! U'll be sooo sweet. Hee.

tiring day. going off soon. yayy. became a lil darker now (:

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i seriously don't know what u want.
i'm a lil tired of the guessing and all.
i'm pretty tired of anticipating and waiting.
things nv come my way.
or rather, seldom do.
all i can do now is carry on waiting and see.
see if there's anything turing for the better.
i hope so.

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random post. lol. bye peeps. lobster gera is going to bed (:
crapp. i realised we (GEMs) din take pics ):

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
11:34 PM

Wednesday, October 4

Pictures time!

*GERA|CHIFFON sCreaMed @
12:05 AM

Sunday, October 1

Happy Birthday Claris Tan!

19 year old liao. stop being so lame le k! LOL. Joking laaa. u're our lame jokes source. lol. u cheer us up. do take care k? must get well soon. (: muz relax at work also. hee.

hope u enjoyed the 'celebration' today. haa. though there's onli 3 of us. we'll treat u to movie/k session someday k? or buy u smth. must buy de la. if not like so wad lo.. haa..

cant wait to go out with u or see u at work again (: love u loads!

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Gillian was telling me that if she ever goes back to Shanghai, IF la, she'll get me stuff from there (: After Claris heard it she was like "CHOY". Cos neither of us wanted her to go back ma ): But if onli laa. hee.

i want:
-adidas/puma jacket
-those very cool & cute make-up carrier that we saw at A&BC

still got wad ah? i rmb still got a lot de lehh. lol. cant rmb le. shall update if i rmbed. (:

nowadays the people around me are getting me stuff from abroad. etc, Weizhong got me a pink mickey cap from China, Freda got me a pink bag from Thailand, Ben's getting me Puma sneakers and Gillian might be getting me more stuff. LOL. Wheeeee.

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2 more daysss. wheeeeee...

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6:17 PM